A few weeks ago I blew up over the internet over some personal issues with my ex. Yes it was very childish of me I know this. I want to apologize to her, and to everyone that had to deal with my insane rantings. I know I am a very emotional person and I lost complete control and that was not ok. I have been dealing with depression my entire life and it's something that's very hard for me to control. She has her reasons for doing what she did and she is a grown women and should be able to live her life without a crazy insecure ex-lover acting stupid. I never wanted to insight a bunch of hate to her. Shes a great, sweet, caring, beautiful, talented girl going their her own hardships of depression and she has her reasons. She shouldn't have to live in fear for wanting to live her life in happiness.
I apologize from the bottom of my heart. I never want to see anyone hurt. It's all I ever think about is if my actions will cause someone harm and this time they did.
I'm not going to say her name. The people that know please keep it to yourself and please don't say anything negative towards her. She deleted all of her accounts before my ranting rampage but my rantings sure as hell didn't help her. So again please treat her with respect and love. She shouldn't have to pay for my ignorant actions. She is going through a very hard time and things were said that never should have.
Sometimes I forget people actually listen to what I have to say.
I'm sorry. I truly am.