I know I have commissions out there that need to be finished. This last 7 months have just been absolute hell for me.
A lot of these images (almost all of them) I have been uploading are more than a year old that I just add some finishing touches and upload them. Not saying this for sympathy but depression is absolutely soul crushing
and at this point I'm honestly surprised I'm still alive. I''m just making this entry to let ya'll know I'm trying to get back on my feet and it's been looking up even if
just a little bit. I finally found a medication that works and I'm finally making just enough money to pay any bills. I have a patreon but I feel guilty asking for more money. I just want to be able to paint and
share it freely with everyone. I don't exactly live a very materialistic life. All I have to my name is my computer and a 12 year old graphire4x5.
People ask me if I am taking any new commissions and no I'm not. I already have some VERY outstanding commissions I need to finish... that I feel absolutely shitty
for taking this long to finish. They are all NEARLY finished... and have been for awhile. I haven't taken on any new work sense then because I just.. I just couldn't.
if I owe you a finished commission please message me. Again, I know I'm a shitty person for taking this long and I beat myself up over it all the time. I'm not trying
to run off with anyone's money. I want to give you the best paintings I can I honestly do.
I feel for anyone else out there that has clinical depression. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy :/